are a damn mess.

Things are continuing to go well. I’m on spring break right now and it’s so wonderful to not have school. I need to get off my ass and do all my school work so my parents won’t disown me. There is a lot I haven’t done, and I still have about 6 weeks of school to go.

I have a babysitting interview today at 3:00. I’ve never had one before. I’m really nervous but I put together an awesome folder with info about myself and my resume and such. I really hope I click with the kids because I think that’s the only thing that really needs to happen. If that doesn’t happen, I’m screwed. It’s not a very regular job but it would be there every once in awhile so I’m not broke anymore. It would be nice to make like a hundred bucks a month or something, by playing with adorable kids.

Before the interview I’m going to give blood again. I tailored today entirely around like iron replenishment. Eggs, blackstrap molasses, spinach, etc. I hope it goes as well as it did last time.

I wish it was next Friday already so I can weigh myself again and so I can know whether or not my parents are paying for my Disney tickets (which have gone up in price because I need a park hopper). I get so excited to weigh myself when I’m doing a good job. I can’t wait to get into the 140s so I can start wearing my size 10 jeans again! I’m so tired of none of my pants fitting me because my waist is too small for them.

The end.

Today has been a really good day. I didn’t go to school, which was bad, but I’m planning on dropping the class as soon as my teacher answers my email anyway. I’m not looking forward to telling my parents. :(

So I did step aerobics today because I recently found my old DVD which was recorded from a VHS which was recorded in like 1994. It is a HELL of a workout. Also, using the step is extremely loud and I don’t like doing it when my parents are home, so I had to wait until they left. They invited me to go with them but it would’ve involved watching them eat food I can’t eat and drinking alcohol which I can’t drink until Lent is over.

Anyway, then I went outside to lay in the sun because it was literally the perfect temperature. Then I came inside and took a shower, made an awesome smoothie from a recipe I invented a few days ago, and watched America’s Next Top Model because it was season 12 with Allison Harvard!!! <3 <3 <3 Then I made a pitcher of decaf iced tea and my parents came home. I am so excited for dinner. I’m having quinoa, corn, and Quorn tenders, all mixed together. It’s one of my favorite dinners.

I am going to Disneyworld to meet my friend in 75 days. I am going to have to beg my parents to buy me a ticket so I can at least go to the parks. I’m really nervous because this week I’m going to have to tell them I’m dropping that class, then two weeks from now I’m going to have to ask for something that costs $130.
The reason I have to ask them two weeks from now is because I’m asking for it as a birthday present, in lieu of going out to dinner and anything else. I really don’t feel the need to go to the Olive Garden or somewhere similar to eat a 600 calorie dinner and drink 300 calorie drinks so I can feel like shit the next day. I MIGHT be able to convince them to go hiking with me.

So today is good, but the next few weeks might be complicated. I applied to a job on sittercity today (ACTUALLY I DID IT ON SUNDAY AND IT DIDN’T GO THROUGH) and it would be really great if I could get it. It’s not very regular, only like a date-night kind of thing, but ANY money is better than none.

The end.